Breaking the silence. briefly. University applications, fundraising, all that jazz.


For any followers here mainly for poetry/writing/creative things, sorry, nothing like that today..I promise more soon!

Too many of my posts have started with the words ‘Sorry I haven’t written in a while’, so I feel a little bit guilty that once again i’ve ended up not writing since forever. I have (once again feeling guilty for the unintended repetiveness of this) had a rather busy couple of weeks…

So, starting off, You might have all noticed that more and more German things have been sneaking their way onto the blog. This is simply because that’s what I’ve applied for at university (German and Scandinavian studies to be exact) so there is a lot of German and German-y-ness going through my head at the moment. Especially as the majority of the application process is now over and i’ve made my decisions of where to go…which was exciting/terrifying/confusing/insert other dramatic adjectives here.

For those not in the UK, we get 5 choices, in which we have to choose a firm and back-up choice (in case our grades aren’t good enough for the firm after the exams) after the universities have replied with offers or rejections. I got offers from Leeds and Birmingham for German; for German and Scandinavian Studies my offers were from UCL and Aberdeen. Edinburgh, my home, my favourite city in the entire world, one of the most inspiring places anywhere, decided I wasn’t good enough and gave me a rejected. To say I was sad is an understatement, but luckily UCL, the university i decided as my firm choice, is regularly in the top 5 universities in the world…so I would have been mad to reject them for Edinburgh if they had given me an offer.

So that’s one thing which has been keeping me occupied lately-University applications and my desperation to get into UCL now I have the offer. Which means crazy amounts of work now until mid June. Wish me luck!

Next is something that I have written about in the past (see The beginning of a hard but exciting journey  and Fundraising calls for sacrifices for what i’ve said before) – my fundraising to teach in China for a year. I’m now at £2750 of the £5400 i need to raise, but I’ve worked out that I’m definitely going to make it, and just have to work for this last slog now…Just conveniently at the same time that i’m trying so hard to get the AAB grades I need to get into university.

One word.

Stress.

But as you can hopefully see, there is reason this time to my lack of activity here on wordpress. Although i would happily paste the many essays (most of them are surprisingly related to the blog after all), I’m guessing most of you guys wouldn’t be too excited to be reading essays instead of poetry.

And one last note, If you are in the UK, and you buy things on the web, you can actually help my fundraising at no cost to you at all by signing up to help me on Easy fundraising, but I feel bad asking for help from people who only know me through a blog so i do apologise. I must emphasise however that it costs nothing to do.

I will then, See you all in June (or maybe earlier if I have some luck) with new material!

 

 

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Goethe and ‘Mailied’


So not only is today the first anniversary of the blog, but this will be post number 100! I think I can safely say that I’ve finally made a fairly good grounding for ‘thoughtofVG’, so without further ado, onto my 100th post.

Today, I’m exploring the work of a magical writer, that most native English speaker will no doubt have heard heard of, but most will not have had the joy of knowing his work – at least, written in it’s original German. Johann Wolfgang von Goethe. I’ll begin by saying that the first time I read a Goethe poem, it was an English translation of ‘Der Erlkönig‘, or in English ‘the Erlking‘. Truth is, it’s an incredible poem, having even been turned into dramatic, heart-thumping opera music, but in English it had lost it’s power and to be completely honest, wasn’t very good. In this post, i’ll be exploring his poem ‘Mailied’, providing you all with the original German and my translation into English, then analysing the poem to reveal it’s true genius.

Johann Wolfgang von Goethe at age 69

Johann Wolfgang von Goethe at age 69 (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Mailied

Wie herrlich leuchtet

Mir die Natur!

Wie glänzt die Sonne!

Wie lacht die Flur!

Es dringen Blüten

Aus jedem Zweig

Und Tausen Stimmen

Aus dem Gesträuch

Und Freud und Wonne

Aus jeder Brust.

O Erd, O Sonne!

O Glück, O lust!

O Lieb, O Liebe!

So golden schön,

Wie Morgenwolken

Auf jenen Höhn!

Du Segnest herrlich

Das frische Feld,

im Blütendampfe

die volle Welt.

O Mädchen, Mädchen,

Wie lieb ich dich!

Wie blickt dein Auge!

Wie Liebst du mich!

So liebt die Lerche

Gesang und Luft

Und Morgenblumen

Den Himmelsduft

Wie ich dich liebe

Mit warmen Blut,

Die du mir Jugend

Und Freud und Mut

Zu neuen Liedern

Und Tänzen gibst

Sei ewig glücklich,

Wie du mich Liebst!

Song of May

How gloriously shines

Nature to me!

How the sun gleams!

How the open field smiles!

The blossom forces

Out of every branch

And a thousand voices

Out of the bush

And joy and bliss

Out of every breast

Oh Earth! Oh Sun!

Oh joy! Oh desire!

Oh love! Oh lover!

So beaut’fully gold,

How morning winds

Up at those heights!

You gloriously bless

The fresh field,

In blossom-mist

The whole world

Oh Lady, Lady,

How I love you!

How your eyes look!

How you love me!

So love the larks

The song and the air

And morning flowers

The heaven’s scent

How I love you,

With warm blood,

That you bring me youth

And courage and joy

To new songs

And dancers give

Be blessed Happy

As you love me!

As you can see, i made no attempt to keep the rhyme pattern, and little attempt to keep the rhythm, but what’s important is that those of you who don’t know German you can now understand at least what the words mean! (except for the one or two translation mistakes i’ve no doubt made..) Unfortunately, by translating it, alot of the genius of the poem is lost, but i will at least be able to show some of that in my analysis.

Goethe is renowned for his mastery of form, and this is clear in ‘Mailied. It is arranged in a very distinct yet different meter, that I actually have no idea what it is, but holds firmly throughout the poem, elegantly keeping the poem flowing. even the lines where excessive exclamation marks are used, “O Erd! O Sonne!, O Glück! O Lust! (oh earth! oh sun! oh joy! oh desire!)” flows along without much hindrance to the flowing rhythm. The rhyme however isn’t so strict, some stanzas rhyming lines 1 and 3, others rhyming 2 and 4 and some only containing half-rhymes. Interestingly,  this style of rhyme scheme doesn’t detract from the strict form of the rhythm, but rather adds to it. It contributes a sense of freedom that is only added to by the strong yet gently stress patterns. this freedom and lulling nature works perfectly for the themes of nature and love that run through the poem, and perhaps their differing yet intertwining natures mirror the relationship between the themes.

Perhaps the most interesting point about the structure of ‘Mailied’ is lost in translation. Notice how in German, the first and last lines end begin with the word ‘wie’. This word has multiple purposes in German and can act as both an exclamatory word (how….!) or as a comparative word (like). When translating, I had to choose which meaning i considered more important, as it actually has the power to completely change the meaning of the poem. I chose to translate it as a comparative. This way, the poem is the speaker comparing his lover to the beauty and wonder of nature, and I believe is the most widely accepted view. However, if we translate the final ‘wie’ of the poem as an exclamatory word, we could consider all the imagery of a woman to be a metaphor, as nature becomes described as a woman rather than woman being described in terms of nature. One could also argue that both meanings are intended. After all, Goethe was very careful in the words he chose, always using words that perfectly fit their situation, which leads onto a later point I will make.

Now let us discuss the imagery in the poem that describes nature in human terms. Even as early as the very first stanza there is a suggestion of this in the line “wie lacht die Flur! (how the open field smiles!)”. Describing a scene from nature as a facial expression gives us our first glimpse that nature’s attributes are being used to describe a person, supporting that the ‘wie’ we explored earlier is being used in its comparative form. One could however still argue that it actually nature being personified, the large expanse of a ‘Flur’  being used to emphasise that it is nature as a whole which metaphorically smiles at the poet. Goethe certainly was fascinated by nature, so this view finds support in the way Goethe describes nature in many of his other poems. A second person (or personified nature) other than the speaker is only clearly introduced in stanza 5 with the introduction of “du” instead of “es”Du segnest herrlich (you bless gloriously)”. There is no doubt after this point in the poem whether there is another figure, be it nature as a person, or a lover. The feminine imagery continues in this stanza with “Das frische Feld, im Blütendampfe (the fresh field in the blossom-mist)”. As seen earlier, the fields could be seen as the whole of nature, and this was given human attributes by smiling. “das frische Feld” here could therefore be seen as a woman and its “Blütendampfe” as her sweet scent or perfume. This repeated combined and interchangeable imagery creates a mutual respect between the beauty of nature and a woman, helped and emphasised by the dual meaning of the word “wie”. What begins to become strikingly clear is how intertwined each and every technique used by Goethe in the poem is. 

One word is, I personally feel, an anomaly in ‘Mailied’“dringen ( to penetrate/force). The entire poem is other than this lone word is both graceful and gentle, yet dringen is a harsh word with a harsh and forceful meaning, seemingly having no place in the calm nature of the poem. Everything is done with such ease other than the blossom ‘forcing’ it’s way out of the branches, so why such a strong word? The answer lies later in the poem in the already discussed lines “Das frische Feld im Blütendampfe”. If the “Blütendampfe” is the scent or presence of the woman of the poem, the blossom forcing its way from the branches is surely the inescapable presence and force of the woman (or nature, depending on your interpretation). The passion of the language in which the speaker describe the lover shows this inescapable force; “Wie ich dich liebe mit warmen Blut, die du mir Jugend und Freud und Mut”

And finally, allow me to talk about the actual title of the poem, which is of course incredibly important too. ‘Mailied’ or ‘song of may’  in english, explains exactly what state of nature the woman is being compared to. Spring; the time of life returning to nature, of energy, of rejuvenation. These attributes can be used to describe the passion of new love as well as the life giving season, and for me, this makes the overruling theme an actual woman rather than a metaphor for nature. Although the title refers to a season and therefore nature itself, the nature of the month perfectly describe love and hence the passionate relationship between poet and lover.

So there you go. You can enjoy a translated poem or text, but you’ll miss out on the true beauty and genius which goes on in the background. Thanks for reading, and remember, as is said in one of the old star trek films (don’t quote me, i’m not a big star trek fan), You can’t appreciate Shakespeare until you’ve heard it in the original klingon.

Erlkönig

Erlkönig (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Where have I been?


So…I haven’t written anything here on my lovely blog for a whole 2 months now. Considering one of my most recent blogs (maybe between 5-10 ago?) explained how i was going to write a blog a day from that point on, it looks like I may have been sidetracked along the way. Well, I do hope I can say truthfully this time that i’m back! Writing-wise, I haven’t had much inspiration lately as it seems to be drowned under the endless work of the past months-mainly German work, but more on that later.

This year, as I believe i have said before, is my last school year ( a year later than it should have been, but never mind . What this means, is that the time to apply for university has finally arrived and therefore much of my time has been focused on that most challenging of tasks lately. Yet for the first time in months, As i sat in a cafe with an espresso in hand, I was blessed with the wonderful – and currently rare – combination of inspiration and time to write. In other words, I have a poem to put up soon! I’m very much looking forward to finishing it; hopefully tomorrow, and rejoining the wordpress community.

As i said above, I am in the process of applying to university now. Let me tell you for what and where I have applied. I will hopefully in the very near future be studying German and Scandinavian studies, and have applied to this course at UCL in London, Edinburgh and Aberdeen…none of which have yet given me offers unfortunately, but all three do say not to expect replies until January. I have also applied to two single honours German courses at Birmingham and Leeds; both of which have already given me offers, which is all very exciting.

I have expressed my love of languages before here on my blog (look for the ‘words of the world’ posts and a very poor attempt at a simple German poem), and since applying for German I really feel like adding a bit more of that language flavour to it. I am considering therefore putting up translations of some of the German songs I listen to, some of which have incredibly beautiful texts.

On a final note, I’m happy to see that despite not posting anything for months, i’m still getting the occasional view. I’m particularly happy to see that I got my first view from Finland, meaning that, Denmark-You’re the last nordic country left! visit soon!

So watch this space-new work will hopefully be on the way soon!

erinnierst du dich? (do you remember?)


I felt like writing something in German tonight…It’s pretty simple as I have little experience of writing creatively in it. If you don’t understand German, or my poor grammar has made it impossible to read, there’s a translation at the bottom. Even if you don’t speak German, read it anyway just to enjoy those lovely words =)

Ich wünsche dass, ich wusste

Wo deine Freude ging

Ich weiss nicht

Wer du bist

Nun dass du so böse bist

 

Einst warst du perfekt

Vor du selbst vergesst

Wer du bist

Weiss ich nicht

Erinnierst du dich?

 

 

I wish that i knew,

Where your joy went

I don’t know

Who you are

Now you are so evil

 

Once you were perfect

before you forgot

who you are

I don’t know

Do you remember?

 

 

words of the world 3-torsdag/donnerstag


Tonight is going to have to be a quick post, simply because i’m a little tired and have to get up early tomorrow…but i would feel guilty if I didn’t write considering i’ve been away a whole three days.  So simply because I can do these quicker than a piece of poetry, i’m doing number three of my ‘words of the world’ series. I have two words for you today-one German and one Swedish.

Donnerstag/Torsdag.

I wonder how many of you readers have ever wondered ‘where do the names of the week come from? Why is friday friday? Why is thursday thursday? They do all have very interesting roots, but i’m just looking at thursday tonight. The root of this wonderfully interesting word comes from the nordic God legends. I’m sure most of you will have heard of the angry thunder-toting God thor? It is Thor that thursday is named after. If you look at thor, then see the swedish word for thursday ‘torsdag’, you can see it really is the day of thor. Now, i have the german word for thursday, ‘donnerstag’ up here too because it shows very clearly the development of the word. The german word ‘donner’ means ‘thunder’. So the day of thor became the day of thunder; Thor’s trusty tool for releasing anger. Personally i use a stressball for that and thunder seems a little over the top, but nevermind-i’m no God.

So there’s my fun word of the world fact for today.

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The thunder and lightning

The thunder and lightning (Photo credit: Wikipedia)